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School. Omg, reflections.

clarissachiang — Fri, 10 Dec 2010 02:29:43 +0000

I’m in class now, it’s too boring alread, it’s killing me. I don’t even know when I’m gonna present luh. Own time own target. I feel like sleeping. Everyone keep saying the same thing. Malcom, he’s not very smart by making the decision to ask everyone to do 8 case studies. Now, it’s so long and whatever. We gonna overtime again shit. I wanna go do some christmas shopping in the afternoon and enjoy a good lunch with caleb and huiyue, although we’re meeting again tmrw, WHY WE MEETING TODAY AGAIN UH? ok, who cares, we’re like bestfriends. HAHA. Omg, malcom, can you faster. Can, thanks.

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Ignoring your surroundings

clarissachiang — Sat, 04 Dec 2010 10:11:04 +0000

As you can see from the previous post, I’ve alread turned lazy and decided to stop counting cause it’s getting pretty lame and no one’s reading this stupid blog!! It’s just gonna be for my own account of my life.
This week is the first week of December. The first december in my whole life that I still have no holidays yet!!! Thanks to polytechnic calendars, I’m still schooling!! But I thank god for the fact that I don’t have exams, so I don’t needa really study. But my assignment is really killing me.
In fact, I supposed December is supposed to be one of my best months of the year cause there’s my two favourite events; my birthday and christmas But, the first week was really a disappointing week and so, unexpected ):
It’s been a tough week for me, really tough. I went through lots of different situations everyday and the emotions I had, was just indescribable.
But I thank God, I had all settled and I was really really relieved until yesterday, I had a pretty huge arguement with my boyfriend. It made me feel that our relationship was all wrong. And yes, I did thought of giving up despite whatever we’ve gone through. The thought of it now still saddens me. And I feel so guilty of screwing my life just within one week. I don’t know who can do it, but, I just did it. So, it’s kinda tested and proven that one week is enough for you to screw your life. HAHA. Not funny.

Now, I have another situation that I’ve really been ignoring, to be exact, for the past one year. And now, I am made to work on that situation, so, it’s either I do it good or I screw it. I don’t wanna make everything good already, cause I don’t think it’s worth it, but for the sake of my church leaders and those people around me, I have to.
There’s this girl who’s also the same age as me, I shall not name her as to protect her identity, although, if you know, please just shut up. LET’S CALL HER S. Omg, so obvious, but who cares? She’s currently in the same region as I am. We have totally conflicting personalities, honestly, in other words, I don’t like her. BUT, I DON’T JUDGE PEOPLE THAT QUICKLY. When I was still with the sharks, we exchanged glances or so, know each other by names, noticed how each other talk, work and do everything.
Then when I knew I was moving to region A, I was asked to choose my ycg that I wanted to attend. So, Joyce and Aikkhim were filling me up with details like, who’s in which ycg. Then, you know when people talk, we tend to sidetrack and we suddenly talked about that girl. Joyce told me that S did mention to her before that S didn’t like me. I was like, wow? ok. I didn’t really like her either. So, as usual, I always avoid people like S. So, blah. And please, I don’t like fake people too k. S had to totally fake and act her all-great self and tried to act friends. OK. I acted along. blah. I just totally didn’t put that into heart and forgot about it.
IT’S ONLY RECENTLY, when we were changing our ycg host when we were told that S is going to be our new host!! Omg. I was like, omg. But yeah, I decided to act like all normal and just continue attending and everything. The sian thing also is that both of us are in the reanactment for the Christmas thing!! I also had to act like everything was fine til a recent phonecall that made everything real sour and this incident was also brought up to Pastor, youth overseer, leaders and in-charge for reanactment! So embarassing cause, honestly, I wasn’t the one who was really making the damn huge fuss about it. It’s such a long story yet I am blogging this out, but I’m seriously damn unhappy about it, making me look like as though I’m one of the also, hard-to-please member. HI, I never gave problems when I was with the sharks for 7years!! Omg. time flew so fast!
Ok. What happened is that, she’s just seriously testing my patience and niceness to her! I seriously have no idea what’s with her ego, but I swear. I feel like I’m such a weakling if I don’t make my stand in front of her! She’s just seriously childish and thinking about this is like, pissing me off. I’m just ignoring her and not responding to her just because I really do not want to make this really huge and cause another problem to my leader, I think she’s so poor thing ): But, it’s really a test of my patience.

Testing of patience, started and ending soon. ):

Just myself.

clarissachiang — Sat, 04 Dec 2010 09:43:00 +0000

Omg!! I just did a personality quiz on facebook and the results are like so me!!!!!

Dear Clarissa Chiang, below are your Personality Tests result:
Who is your true self: You are mature, reasonable, honest and give good advice. People ask for your comments on all sorts of different issues. Sometimes you might find yourself in a dilemma when trapped with a problem, which your heart rather than your head needs to solve.
Yourself : People like you because you are so straightforward.
Girlfriend/boyfriend : You like serious, smart and determined people.
Relationship : You are ready to commit.
Love : You like to flirt and behave seductively.
Education : Education is very important in life.
Job : You have plenty of dream jobs but have little chance.
Success : You are afraid of failure and scared to have a go.
Afraid : You are afraid of things that you cannot control.

Isn’t it true that it’s me!!!

69days; Crashing down.

clarissachiang — Mon, 22 Nov 2010 13:59:03 +0000

Today went to Raffles city with yanwen and boyf. Ate Thai express!! OMG. i have to proclaim again that the red rubies with COCONUT ICECREAM SO AWESOME My life can be complete with that!! Then went down to Artfriend to look for foam mat for despicable me costumeee. Sucks. Don’t have ): dead maddddd.): Then went to Cathay and watched Harry potter. WTF. I seriously have no idea whats so nice, but.. I was like when it’s gonna end all the wayyy. I realised I GET BORED SO EASILY. Aw, ok. After that WENT HOME. and I didn’t even had the chance to grab Yami Yogurt ): Ohfine. I’ll get it another day. ANOTHER DAY. ANOTHER DAY.

I thought issue about how I mix with my friends will never be ever a problem again. However, you mentioned it today. I’m over it, you disappointed me.

67days; Sentosa with no sunnnnnn.

clarissachiang — Sat, 20 Nov 2010 21:12:57 +0000

It’s Sentosa edition of Hearts.Sports!!!!!! Can’t say that the weather was perfect but then, overall the day was funfilled with awesome games and people We had, sandcastle building, frisbee, soccer and volleyball on sand!!! It’s super super super not easy to run on sand ok!!!! Aw, sadly, I don’t have any other pictures!! Waiting for others to upload first!! After sentosa, I went with bryan, jeff and boyf to vivo to find don to have dinnerrrr. Awesome ramen!! It’ve been long since I ate ramen! HAHA. At least I know, i might not have anymore cravings on ramen for the time being alread!! Ok. Bye!!!!!!!

65days!!

clarissachiang — Thu, 18 Nov 2010 11:26:40 +0000

OMG. SUBMISSION IS FCKING OVAHHHH!! IMMA FREE LIKE A BIRDD

I feel like a zombie nao. I wanna sleep but can’t, cause got so many teevee show for me to watch then my sister keep sayinggg. HAHA Anyw, I tonight sleep late late then tmrw morning go boyf’s house and sleeeeeeeeeepxz. Then he can go cook while I take over the whole bed!!!! It’s always like thatxz.(: HAHA.

Sandy gonna give birth soon!!! Aw, the baby girl must be very cute!! Nice name too, Clovine. It’s a combination of Nic and Love la. HAHA>(: So sweet right!! Omg. HAHA.

Ok. I going off alread. Tired and lazy shit now Bye.!

62days

clarissachiang — Mon, 15 Nov 2010 13:44:50 +0000

Everytime I write a new post, I always make that extra effort to count how many days have we been together 62days!! Yay? Anyw, Happy 2 months baby. And it’s nicole’s birthday today too.

Sorry everyone. I am like, a little brain dead now. Reason why I updated is because I saw other updated blogs by my friends and I remember did promising myself to never ever stop my passion for blogging!! I slept at 5am this morning woke up at 7am and it’s like 9.30pm now. So, brain dead uh. Today class ended super early, right after submission, so I went to boyf’s place wanting to surprise him but he told me he kinda guessed alread. WTF. I’m sucha bad liar la. ): Aw, but still, I think I am vereh vereh sweet girlf I wrote him a card tooo!! ‘A super cheapskate card but with most love.’ awwwwww. so cheesyyyyyy.

Wednesday’s holiday and mummy planning to bring us go somewhere and eatt yay!! I hope’s something nice.

OK. I’m gonna sleep naoooo. HEH. BYE.

27days, when we start getting tired.

clarissachiang — Mon, 11 Oct 2010 02:47:04 +0000

Bad temper. I woke up today to find my heart ache. I don’t know what I want now, what I need.

20days

clarissachiang — Mon, 04 Oct 2010 09:41:42 +0000

Omg, it’s gonna get tiring counting down, dang. Hee, anyw, it’s the second week of my holidays, and so far so good<: I have pretty big baking plans, but those who know me, will know, it will more or less, NOT COME TRUE. haha, I’m such a dreamer but never the mover. Hee, Tell me what happened to the hama beads i bought. It’s alread collecting dust. heh, clarissa clarissa. haha. Omg. It’s october people, hiiiiiiii. Exaltly a year ago, i was mugging crazy for olevels. hm, 4oct, i still didnt was much motivated. Stupid girl me. HAHA. I love to take my own sweet time for EVERYTHING. Thats so me. But I seriously miss secondary school days. I only hoped and wished that I didnt eat so much subway EVERYDAY and grow those fats. Great, no chance regretting <: but still, subway’s awesome. If you people have been reading my twitter, yesterday, i officially fell for YAMIYOGURT. OHMAIGOD, IT WAS HEAVEN. hahahahha. Thanks to my sister, even daddy loves the yogurt!! Yamiyogurt’s so successful. Heh. OK.

Baking without an oven, I’m gonna try baking my mini cupcakes in the TOASTER. i read some online forum, they say it’ll work. I’M SO TRYING OK. heeeeeee. Anyw, I’m making sushi on wednesday. Confirm chop alread la. HAHA. Great, wally wants CALIFORNIA ROLL, he think i do magic or what, rolling the thing is damn hard can. but I’ll try. If it looks ugly, he’s still so gonna eat it. HEE<: I’m such a happy girl! tmrw gonna MAHJONG. At Roy’s place. Hi, I know roy, but his house. omg, I-AM-SCARED. CLARISSA, PLEASE DO NOT LOSE MONEH TMRW): OMG. HEE. 40$.

Anyway, i think this is one of my messiest blogpost ever, so random, i’m linking all my random notes and thoughts into a page! haha<: I guess, i’m sucha happy-g0-lucky girl now. heeeeeeee.

Lemme plan out properly the rest of my holidays, three more weeks. I got a feeling, it’s gonna be fast over!! Therefore,..

5oct, Mahjong with Jakeh & Lawrence @ Roy’s place. Why do I keep crashing guys’ place for mahjong. I REALISED I NEVER MAHJONG WITH A GIRL BEFORE. hahahaahahhaa. my mahjong sessions always revolve around Jakeh, Lawrence, Elden, Brandon and Shengyang(always call him mehmeh<3) hahahahhaha. ok, Roy is new, like, i never played with him before. I hope they dont come up with some funny rules to bully and disturb me. Thankgod they always know their limits. Great, always disadvantaged being a girl. heh, still, excited!!!

6oct, heard the clique going kite flying WITHOUT ME. fml.): making sushi, gonna cry over missing the event): really sad ttm cannnnxz. OMG. but still, i promised amanda and wally sushi. I need to fufil promisessssssss. <:

7-9oct, fasting ‘Reflection’ with church. Gosh,<: Break fast at 5pm daily. awesomeeee.

13-14oct, EVD halloween chalet @ Pasir rissssss. Omg, should I goooooo? Sianxzzzzz. I shall see who’s going too!! <:

15oct, BRAVO MEETUP<3 omgggg. i miss them so so so so so much. esp those super close ones, weikit, zhouhong, guniang, of course, not to forget, Marcustan<3 such a baby. He’s such a sweetheart. ok, 17th birthday gonna be with him<: Happy max. I’m so glad to have met them!!!! Orchard central rooftop <3 okieeeee.

OK, other than that, i cant think of anything else. heh heh.

Can’t wait for decemberrrrr!!!!!! See what I’m anticipating!! 1) Charmaine Jie coming back on 2decc!!! That means going to k with daddyside’s cousinsss!!! 2) End of Alevels!!!=Meet cousins from mummyside!!! Awww, I miss them and nonsensessss<: 3) 17dec, Ruth’s birthday partyyy cum another PROMNIGHT. omg. so prettyy. haha, not gonna be so formal, but, aint informal too. Ok, for this, I’m in a deep dilemma!! I guess, church’s hof christmas gonna be on 17dec too, cause i’m quite sure, 24dec wont have hofffff. howwwxzzz. ): go church then join the girls? I AM ALWAYS SO SPOILER. I hate myself for this!!! >:( 4) Birthday with marcustanbaby.<3 hahahhahahaha.

seeeee, his promiseee!! All mine on 24dec<: Am I happy or what. He is one of my best guys who never fail to keep his promises! Selfless guy, i like. Haha. Thankyou for always keeping me happy and cheering me up, <: pampering me like i’m your baby girl. Thank you sweetheartttttt. SEE, NATIONALCAMPISSOAWESOME,YOUMEETSUCHAWESOMEPEOPLETOO. HAHA, and of course, not to forget, playboy Joel, who held my hand so tightly when I was so scareddddd.<: Ok. thats for another post.

OK. SO LONG. 737 words. heeeee. I love myself so much, wait, I wrote just now, NOT LONG AGO, THAT I HATE MYSELF? ok, Life is like this, so ironic. Accept it. Heh.<: